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OKAY SO I HAVENT DONE THIS IN FOREVER WHY IS MY HYML ASS SCREYY?

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And she's the reason why
I never needed an imaginary friend <3

2
And on our tongues "I love you's" run into each other,
but could I really trust him? He said,
"Hey girl, why you always look so sad?
You got the whole world in the palm of your hand"
But it don't mean a thing if you're not next to me.
I'm so sick of just always dreaming.

3
I don't believe in all the things I see,
but I'm still betting on you + me.

4
There's a sort of magic in that twinkle in your eye,
& I can tell from the way you smile that you know
how I desperately need you.

5
I’m pushing aside my weaknesses,
I must be strong, one for him to lean on,
He seems so weak and can barely breathe.
Lord Jesus, remember your dear son,
Let your perfect strength shine forth.
& grant me the strength to see your face & praise your name.

6
And for the first time in a long time,
I just don't care about us anymore.

7
Maybe that's what I'm starting to realize.
The pain is temporary, but the connections we make,
they last forever and change our lives
in ways we're not even aware of yet.

8
The past;
you either miss it or regret it,
but either way you're forced to remember it.

9
Some people are easy to get over.
They only take a day or two but eventually
you meet someone who changes everything
about you & no matter how hard you try,
you just can't seem to say goodbye.

10
The longest journey you will ever take
is the 18 inches from your
head to your heart.

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Baby, one more thing before you go;
in case you didn't know,
I wouldn't trade you for the world.
- Weekend Excursion

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I'm scared. I'm scared that I'm not going to be okay.
That maybe it's not going to work out in the end.
Maybe that's giving up hope but maybe it's thinking logically.
I've had too much time alone to think about this.
But it's like I've had this time because
I actually give a fuck about people.
I have compassion. Apparently, I'm the only one.
I never got the memo to give up on your best friends.

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I hope she's smarter than I was;
I hope she breaks your heart & leaves you lonely.
I hope she hurts you like you hurt me.

poll:
longest drive you've ever taken?

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And I know what your heart is telling you,
because my heart's telling me the same thing too.

2
You can sense a wall distancing you
from everyone else. You aren't necessarily lonely,
although you may be overly serious.
Don't pretend you're having fun when you're not.
It's better for everyone.

3
Sometimes when I look at you I just become
sadly aware that all these things that
I used to feel for you are still there.

4
She thinks that love's more complicated
then they think it is. Sometimes you fall in love
with someone that's just no good for you.
It's not your fault, & in a way it's not theirs either.
It just is.

5
No amount of coffee, no amount of crying,
nothing else will do. I gotta have you.

6
Love hurts, but loving someone that you
can't have hurts so much more than
anything you could ever imagine.

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I fell for his smile & he loved me for a while.
And someday he's going to wish that
he hadn't left me like this.

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It's 8AM & my heart is beating too loud.
Don't be so amazing or I'll miss you too much.

9
You're my colorless rainbow
under a cold black sun; I watch you fading
like my life from the edge of horizon.

10
She wrote her flaws & mistakes on her hand
& when they washed off, she started over again.

11
I remember sitting & eyeing your tiny smirks,
& that was the last time I can
remember feeling something.

12
The worst feeling is suddenly realizing
that you don't measure up, & that in the past,
when you thought you did,
you were a fool.

13
Can't you see that for worse or for better
we're better together?

POLL:
are you going away to camp this summer?

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[001]
Every girl wants to feel like the person she is, is enough.

[002]
So I stand here in the rain,
waiting for it to cleanse me,
waiting for it to wash me away.

[003]
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take.

[004]
All that is left is an empty shell of my heart.
I don't ever want to see what my mind
has seen when you loved me.

[005]
Did you feel it change?
I mean, how many moments in life
can you point to & say, "That's when it all changed"?
-One Tree Hill

[006]
I'm happy now. I'm not holding on to
false hope that we'll be together again.
I'm not fooling myself anymore.
And it just feels so good that I can tell myself the truth.
I've never needed you. In fact, I'm better off.

[007]
Give me something to believe in,
because I don't believe in you anymore.

[008]
You'll be sorry my love;
I promise you will be.

[009]
Sometimes there's nothing to say.
Sometimes silence expresses more than words.
Picking up the phone, dialing a number,
it can do more damage than good,
but humans are afflicted with this obsessive
desire to talk things to death,
so we make things worse by trying
to make them better.

[010]
And if I leave here tomorrow,
would you still remember me?

[011]
I need to come to realize that he's just a guy,
a special one, maybe, but he's not mine.
I don't need to do things to make him love me.
if he wanted to, he would.

[012]
And would it help if I turned this sad song on?

[013]
For anyone of us our forever could end in an hour,
or a hundred years from now.
You never know for sure, so you'd better
make every second count.

[014]
She doesn't wear 4 inches of makeup on her face;
she likes wearing sweatpants
& likes having her hair up in a ponytail,
rather than in her face, but she's beautiful

[015]
Well, what can I say? I'm trying to hold on.

POLL:
can you drive?

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keep commenting guys! new update tomorrow. promise.

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[001]
Another night, another dream, but it's always you.

[002]
But if I wanted silence, I would whisper.
If I wanted loneliness, I'd choose to go.
If I like rejection, I'd audition,
& if I didn't love you, you would know.

[003]
None of those other things make a difference.
Love is the strongest thing in the world, you know.
Nothing can touch it; nothing comes close.
If we love each other, we're safe from it all.
Love is the biggest thing there is.

[004]
Go for the happy endings,
because life doesn't have any sequels.

[005]
It's crazy how we always end up where we're meant to,
how even the most ironic situations eventually teach you
something you'd never dreamed you were going to learn.

[006]
You don't have to scream something
that you honestly mean

[007]
What makes you stay when your world falls apart?
What makes you try one more time
when it's not in your heart?
At the end of your rope, when you can't find any hope,
you still look at him & say, "I just can't walk away."
Tell me, what makes you stay?

[008]
If it's not worth working hard for,
it's not worth anything at all.

[009]
Love doesn't require you to be perfect;
Love requires you to forgive.

[010]
I’ve been trying to make it seem like I'm over you,
but I can tell I'm not fooling anyone.
Everyone can see that I'm still dying to be back with you.

[011]
One day you will wake up.
You will be able to get dressed, eat breakfast,
brush your teeth, take a shower, go to school,
eat lunch, go to class, and come home.
And you'll be able to do all of that
without thinking about him.

[012]
The day after tomorrow is the
third day of the rest of your life,
be ready for it.

[013]
You want a man who will lead you down to the beach
just so you can discover the feel of sand beneath your feet.
You want a guy who will wake you up at dawn
bursting to talk to you, because he can't wait
another minute just to find out what you're going to say.

[014]
Cross out these days on your calendar;
it hurts so much & I'm not quite sure I care anymore.

POLL:
how many days of school do you have left?